Heart in One's mouth

by - 2:26 PM


This is weird. Hi. Hello there.


Looks like I've resorted to every teenage girl's first social media outlet for rants and raves (well, my generation that is). 

I've been holding on very dearly to this site. Not exactly sure what I signed up for or how far I would carry on with this. I have to make it a point that, I still hold my password to my onsugar site which should be long dusted off or shall I say keep in the deep store archival storage database so no one would be able to find out.  (Trust me, it's cringe worthy).

Where do I even start? For starters, life has been a beautiful disaster. Alhamdulillah ala kulli haal(Praise be to Allah in every circumstance). 

For someone who loves to love. I love how life has shaped me in a way where i choose to see beauty even in the most disastrous situations. Allah is indeed ar-rauf (the kind, the pitying). In several occasions, I was webbed into a whirlwind of events and was put into situations where no words in the dictionary could even describe what I felt. What was worst is NO physical being could feel what I felt, see what I saw and hear what I heard. It was definitely a hard pill to swallow. It still stings even till this day.

Sometimes, you have to go through the worst to get to the best because  Fa inna ma' al usri yusra ( "for indeed, with hardships [will be] ease"). I figured that certain things always or only gets worst before it actually gets better. And that in itself is when the test of patience actually begins.

I, never was impatient, to begin with. I believe that whatever happened was made to happen and at the end of the day, only good will prevail. The best takeaway from every bad situation is when you realize, you're moving forward and most importantly is when you're going past it with a smile on your face.

I know, i'am and all of us should too.

So here's to the life of a blemished being.  

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